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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I got to go to church Sunday night! That was a real treat! For now, it would be nice to live near the church, most everyone lives in that area.
No more than i'm on here, i'm still going to take a chance and see if anyone notices this question.
`WHO in my friends list did i become best of friends with when i moved to Ky in 1986? What did God use to influence her to Really live for Him consistantly all these years? (i cant say i Really know that answer???) I DO know she was one of 5 or 6 i `Really`Saw Run to the alter and Repent with `Godly Sorrow!`
Last.... Only those who have seen me in the past couple of years can answer this one.
Should i post a picture of how i Really look, It maybe for those who i've not seen since we moved back a wake up call. I havent done all this research, talk to anyone who will listen about these tumors, AND... we are the pioneers of something pretty much unheard of. AND i'm So Sick of talking about it, drs, anyone who wonders whats up with Joan, on the phone with long distance relatives, i can't even type out the testimony, this journey only God knows who will be able to even Believe, much less relate to; but Whoever This Person is will Need to Hear It or Read it, (at this time it will be read unless God puts me right in front of this person or persons!) It Will Save a LIfe more ways than one! (and bty i did put a pic of Now here... just look below the pic of me and my hubby!)
One thing i Do Know! Whatever the outcome, THIS season is NOT going to be in vain without God getting Glory for doing ONLY what HE can do, and Someone's Life Changed- right now its my own, but THIS.... No... God allows us to go through these things so that we can help others going through the same things. It is the Word, and it is Truth. Now this has turned into a blog! I'll put it in my notes and let the Lord take care of the rest. This is as long as i can sit at this thing, got to get out of here!
Pray for Sis. Sarah, she gets the results of her bone scan Thurs. She is in her 30's with children. I pray Gods Perfect Will Be done; His permissive will is comfortable just enough to keep from Really being conformed to the Image of His dear Son. God knows the outcome for her before she ever knew there was a problem. I know she wants Gods Perfect will, knowing that is one prayer that could bring some of the most painful events in a persons life, even death. BUT... if in Christ, we Never die! We Cannot Lose!!!!
***Just a paragraph up i said i had to get away from this computer.... and if i keep writing, just know God is in it. ****
*For those who do not know me well enough, writing, praying, meditating in the word, God works in and for me! I've always done this. Since this desk computer is a reminder of keep on going seeking the right information; and how that in Itself was Certianly Needful. the tole it took physically and mentally was devestating.
However, im Convinced not only does God want to teach me through it, Does this sound familiar? Seek `Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding` that brings about right choices in every area of life. what Everyone was telling me to do, everyone has an opinion, diagnosis for the only symptom they know about, but have Not Done what it Takes to get this wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding. Its a sacrafice and Not a pleasant one in alot of cases. I';ve gotten some of the most ignorant to even deadly advice to the point of being Badgered using what is called the Cult Syndrome (how they draw you in, and then how they keep you! )This came in an ER! 2 of 8 hours there, this NURSE didnt know i knew this game Very well. Only i Know proper protocol in this area of medicine and this was nothing Less than Manipulation, ending in what is considered emotional abuse AND LYING to a patient to get them to do what they want! Regardless of the consequences to their health! What i didn't tell her did her in, even though she dosent know it. and Most could Easily have said yes, being sleep deprived, mentally exhausted, unclear thinking from a health issue that `Looks` like a mental break down, by this time there is depression and you may need some help but Please Unlesss you are considering hurting yourself, someone else, Do Not Go! Make an app. with family dr. and the Psy. but Be so VERY careful, psy. drugs are flying at everyone who will take them faster than you can get a pain pill for a migrane! In the ER if you need to be under the car of a Psy unit, You USUALLY are There For That Reason! I was NOT but for Heart Palpitations. No reason to ever go, they do nothing but send you home with the instructions to Return Immediatley if you have these symptoms (THE ONES THAT BRAUGHT YOU THERE TO BEGIN WITH!) lol......tHIS IS A JOKE MEDICALLY, BUT NOT ONE BIT FUNNY TO ME.
Guess who the Stronger one is... you so Nor sleep, so you pace through the house praying, quoting scripture, pleading the blood over your home, you have NO choice But to Keep your Mind renewed, as disciplined as possible, and you do this for so long, whatever normal was, seems so unreal, it almost appears that sleep is a waste of time! There are battles and then their are bloody wars so gruesome even the evilest cringe.
To be conformed to the Image of Christ????? How do we think THAT will Ever happen? Suffering to the point of shedding your own blood. And you should know what that means. I thought i had suffered, well it does no good to go there if you are thinking, now someone who thinks about taking their life is just plain selfish. You must loose All HOPE in Everything, Everyone, your world will not even Resemble what it was! When something takes soooo long, causes so much suffering in your body, your mind, and affects your spirit, along with those who you think love you the most, family in many cases; downplay what you say, do so and so and get your mind of of it. Oh and they all know just exactly what causes One of about 15 symptoms and you do it their way, you will be fine. where are they when its not convienant, the middle of the night, dinner time, you know what i'm talking about.
Do NOT underestimate what the lose of Hope does to a person. It comes gradually but there's One last button that will be pushed you don't see it coming. there are no words to describe it. I wish I could, It had nothing to do with my faith, yet Everything to do with it! God's purpose in suffering are always redemptive! enough on that.
Other than being conformed to the image of Jesus, we are to reconile others to Him! "Its the goodness of God that draws men to `repentance`.
Most of us have not come closs to experienceing what the people Jesus walked with did, not in todays society for sure!
An emotionally, physically and sleep derprived person especially if theres been alot of unusual stress that maybe it can be blamed on is Ripe for this kind of deception; and NOW
... leading to the Popular diagnosis of the Time, Everyone is bi-polar! My family Dr admitted he see's these trends and steers people in Other ways.
Without Any knowledge of my medical background, this Nurse Finally said, Your Symptoms are NOT coming from your Pituitary gland, tumors or adrenals, BUT you are Bi-Polar!
Is That what So many people are going to be facing now!??? We better seek Gods word, KNOW it, Read Proverbs, James and 1John once every month. It Makes Me accountable to GOD First, (and i'd not realized maybe other times i did what a doctor told me because of desperation).
Remember this... You may have been through so much within a period of even years, you really doubt your own mind, and we are 3 parts, body, soul and spirit. When one is overloaded it does affect the others.
And even when I've not felt that i had the right mind to do this or that; make any decissions at all....... MY MORAL VALUES NEVER LEAVE, NOR CHECK OUT; EVEN IF THE MIND DOES. ITS CALLED MY CONSCIOUS. It Will KEEP you when you just are not in the positon to Make even the smallest decission, such as to put socks on or not to? That can seem like the hardest thing you've ever had to decide in times like this.
We better know the word. Only God can deal with each of us as we need.
walk in my socks, before advice. My dominant spiritual gift is Mercy. Life and death are in the power of the tongue and what may seem like nothing to you, is devastating to the gift of mercy.Don't be a pawn of the enemy,
before speaking, well thats another topic and is based totally on the 7 spiritual gifts, not all of them see eye to eye, thats why God gave each of us one to balance out the others.
So much of what i write down is what i'm writing is from a life experience, held up to the word of God, but how i React or do not react depends so very much on my dominate spiritual gift.
Much Love`
cj
No more than i'm on here, i'm still going to take a chance and see if anyone notices this question.
`WHO in my friends list did i become best of friends with when i moved to Ky in 1986? What did God use to influence her to Really live for Him consistantly all these years? (i cant say i Really know that answer???) I DO know she was one of 5 or 6 i `Really`Saw Run to the alter and Repent with `Godly Sorrow!`
Last.... Only those who have seen me in the past couple of years can answer this one.
Should i post a picture of how i Really look, It maybe for those who i've not seen since we moved back a wake up call. I havent done all this research, talk to anyone who will listen about these tumors, AND... we are the pioneers of something pretty much unheard of. AND i'm So Sick of talking about it, drs, anyone who wonders whats up with Joan, on the phone with long distance relatives, i can't even type out the testimony, this journey only God knows who will be able to even Believe, much less relate to; but Whoever This Person is will Need to Hear It or Read it, (at this time it will be read unless God puts me right in front of this person or persons!) It Will Save a LIfe more ways than one! (and bty i did put a pic of Now here... just look below the pic of me and my hubby!)
One thing i Do Know! Whatever the outcome, THIS season is NOT going to be in vain without God getting Glory for doing ONLY what HE can do, and Someone's Life Changed- right now its my own, but THIS.... No... God allows us to go through these things so that we can help others going through the same things. It is the Word, and it is Truth. Now this has turned into a blog! I'll put it in my notes and let the Lord take care of the rest. This is as long as i can sit at this thing, got to get out of here!
Pray for Sis. Sarah, she gets the results of her bone scan Thurs. She is in her 30's with children. I pray Gods Perfect Will Be done; His permissive will is comfortable just enough to keep from Really being conformed to the Image of His dear Son. God knows the outcome for her before she ever knew there was a problem. I know she wants Gods Perfect will, knowing that is one prayer that could bring some of the most painful events in a persons life, even death. BUT... if in Christ, we Never die! We Cannot Lose!!!!
***Just a paragraph up i said i had to get away from this computer.... and if i keep writing, just know God is in it. ****
*For those who do not know me well enough, writing, praying, meditating in the word, God works in and for me! I've always done this. Since this desk computer is a reminder of keep on going seeking the right information; and how that in Itself was Certianly Needful. the tole it took physically and mentally was devestating.
However, im Convinced not only does God want to teach me through it, Does this sound familiar? Seek `Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding` that brings about right choices in every area of life. what Everyone was telling me to do, everyone has an opinion, diagnosis for the only symptom they know about, but have Not Done what it Takes to get this wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding. Its a sacrafice and Not a pleasant one in alot of cases. I';ve gotten some of the most ignorant to even deadly advice to the point of being Badgered using what is called the Cult Syndrome (how they draw you in, and then how they keep you! )This came in an ER! 2 of 8 hours there, this NURSE didnt know i knew this game Very well. Only i Know proper protocol in this area of medicine and this was nothing Less than Manipulation, ending in what is considered emotional abuse AND LYING to a patient to get them to do what they want! Regardless of the consequences to their health! What i didn't tell her did her in, even though she dosent know it. and Most could Easily have said yes, being sleep deprived, mentally exhausted, unclear thinking from a health issue that `Looks` like a mental break down, by this time there is depression and you may need some help but Please Unlesss you are considering hurting yourself, someone else, Do Not Go! Make an app. with family dr. and the Psy. but Be so VERY careful, psy. drugs are flying at everyone who will take them faster than you can get a pain pill for a migrane! In the ER if you need to be under the car of a Psy unit, You USUALLY are There For That Reason! I was NOT but for Heart Palpitations. No reason to ever go, they do nothing but send you home with the instructions to Return Immediatley if you have these symptoms (THE ONES THAT BRAUGHT YOU THERE TO BEGIN WITH!) lol......tHIS IS A JOKE MEDICALLY, BUT NOT ONE BIT FUNNY TO ME.
Well, Just Believe in God, and all the other cliches we hear from those who have NO idea what is going on with you and really do not care as long as it does not stress them.Anyone Not VERY familiar with how manipulators take advantage of a sickness; eESP/. Undiagnosed: and if over a period of time seeing several specialist with "there's nothing wrong with you, and you know that there most certianly is!---will find some comfort that someone seems genuinely wanting to help and maybe "i'll Finally get a Diagnosis, or the Right Diagnosis," relaxes you to some degree and thinking `someone just take care of me for awhile, no decisions to make, someone else will do it for me. I can relax and give my mind a break. We have a Real tendancy to put ourselves into hands we know nothing about. of course its at our most vunerable times, the enemy of our souls knows what buttons to push,& what works. I think what Shocked me the MOST about this Nurses's determination to get me to do what She Said, putting aside all boundaries of conduct- i saw the Familiar ways satan works, its usually so deceptive & cunning that we are in shock when we finally see it. I knew she would not stop until she had exhausted all resources, i could have stopped her the first 15 minutes she was in, but seeing how odd this was, Def. Not the way it works with Psy. not ethical, legal, and its Always been a Doctor who comes in, gently askes you if you feel you want to hurt yourself, anyone else, if they are told no, then they ask if you think you can go home, or do you Want to stay here and see? Now this has been over 20 years speaking from `my experiences`, but if someone tells me, this has happened to them in an ER other than where i went to, i;ll Believe you! I KNEW this had Something to do with money, sure enough when i got home looked up new bills being passed, coming or hoping to be passed, you know the way it works. This was in March and sure enough, beginning of April Everyone no matter if they had ins. or not, had the right to get the Same Psy. Care in Physility as someone with the best of insurance! "PLEASE take your health care into your own hands by making yourself AWARE of problems you may already have, don't know if you have such as was my start 1in5 have PITUITARY TUMORS! I'm not missing out on a good part of a nice day to sit on the porch just to rehash this over and over! I hate talking about this, because its here 24/7 and am grateful for time NOT to think about it, talk, type, most starting for your own notes and keeping up with app/ so much of what little energy you might have is put into this.
Guess who the Stronger one is... you so Nor sleep, so you pace through the house praying, quoting scripture, pleading the blood over your home, you have NO choice But to Keep your Mind renewed, as disciplined as possible, and you do this for so long, whatever normal was, seems so unreal, it almost appears that sleep is a waste of time! There are battles and then their are bloody wars so gruesome even the evilest cringe.
To be conformed to the Image of Christ????? How do we think THAT will Ever happen? Suffering to the point of shedding your own blood. And you should know what that means. I thought i had suffered, well it does no good to go there if you are thinking, now someone who thinks about taking their life is just plain selfish. You must loose All HOPE in Everything, Everyone, your world will not even Resemble what it was! When something takes soooo long, causes so much suffering in your body, your mind, and affects your spirit, along with those who you think love you the most, family in many cases; downplay what you say, do so and so and get your mind of of it. Oh and they all know just exactly what causes One of about 15 symptoms and you do it their way, you will be fine. where are they when its not convienant, the middle of the night, dinner time, you know what i'm talking about.
Do NOT underestimate what the lose of Hope does to a person. It comes gradually but there's One last button that will be pushed you don't see it coming. there are no words to describe it. I wish I could, It had nothing to do with my faith, yet Everything to do with it! God's purpose in suffering are always redemptive! enough on that.
Other than being conformed to the image of Jesus, we are to reconile others to Him! "Its the goodness of God that draws men to `repentance`.
Most of us have not come closs to experienceing what the people Jesus walked with did, not in todays society for sure!
An emotionally, physically and sleep derprived person especially if theres been alot of unusual stress that maybe it can be blamed on is Ripe for this kind of deception; and NOW
... leading to the Popular diagnosis of the Time, Everyone is bi-polar! My family Dr admitted he see's these trends and steers people in Other ways.
Without Any knowledge of my medical background, this Nurse Finally said, Your Symptoms are NOT coming from your Pituitary gland, tumors or adrenals, BUT you are Bi-Polar!
Is That what So many people are going to be facing now!??? We better seek Gods word, KNOW it, Read Proverbs, James and 1John once every month. It Makes Me accountable to GOD First, (and i'd not realized maybe other times i did what a doctor told me because of desperation).
Remember this... You may have been through so much within a period of even years, you really doubt your own mind, and we are 3 parts, body, soul and spirit. When one is overloaded it does affect the others.
And even when I've not felt that i had the right mind to do this or that; make any decissions at all....... MY MORAL VALUES NEVER LEAVE, NOR CHECK OUT; EVEN IF THE MIND DOES. ITS CALLED MY CONSCIOUS. It Will KEEP you when you just are not in the positon to Make even the smallest decission, such as to put socks on or not to? That can seem like the hardest thing you've ever had to decide in times like this.
We better know the word. Only God can deal with each of us as we need.
walk in my socks, before advice. My dominant spiritual gift is Mercy. Life and death are in the power of the tongue and what may seem like nothing to you, is devastating to the gift of mercy.Don't be a pawn of the enemy,
before speaking, well thats another topic and is based totally on the 7 spiritual gifts, not all of them see eye to eye, thats why God gave each of us one to balance out the others.
So much of what i write down is what i'm writing is from a life experience, held up to the word of God, but how i React or do not react depends so very much on my dominate spiritual gift.
Much Love`
cj
Monday, June 28, 2010
Monday Am Update`
6:30 am Monday 6/28/10
Just a note to myself this morning, and anyone who may want to can watch how things work around here!
---> Since i cannot retell the details one more time of every symptom, every date, etc since 2003, and writing it even on a laptop, its just not healthy at this time.
There is a story i would not believe if my hubby has not been with me at the most crucial times to verify things that happened, things said, not said, family, friends, deaths, accidental accidents, the Good things that Happen, the things that God has allowed me to experience that there is No possible way I could understand it if and when someone else had the same experience; much less give advice?! Through out cliche scriptures as if a suffering soul has never heard it less than every time they have something come up.
I Need Someone not emotionally involved watching my 24 hour around the clock routine, has one of her spiritual gifts is `Mercy`, knows the Word!!! my age or a little older at least to tell this Journey as it unfolded and type it in for me.
Regardless if my name is attached or Not... this is not About ME, its about what God Can Do When HE is FINALLY `ALL` you Have, not hubby or wife to count on, friend, family, neighbor, NO ONE. I Only Thought i'd experienced that; Oh that is so far from the truth, i just did not know it. This is about God, and so much more, that will give Him the Glory He deserves and Someone will Need This.
Ohhh...Something happened to part of this post when i saved it, well.......NOT to worry, when it needs to be here it will be!
NOTE---> Pray for Sarah, she's having a bone scan today, some knots have been found in her leg and obviously they are looking for cancer first. I found this out just last night at church, its been too long since last there.
I pray this way, Lord YOUR WILL BE DONE! Yes, i also pray every biblical way God gave us concerning sickness.
I'd Much rather have God's Perfect Will For Her, than His Permissive will. I know that road, it's so easy to decieve ourselves, i sure am guilty of that.
`Perfect Will--- We can't loose either way don't you know!
`Permissive Will--- I think Alot now before praying, asking, who's will and way is most important as i rushed through what a normal day used to be, and sincerely praying, reading the word and love to talk with others. It's taken over 23 years, i lost something in my relationship with God when i got married, and Never could get that Close relationship back, i resented that!
But, i also remember what Paul said about staying single and getting married, so i thought, tried to convince myself, really didnt know, if that was how it was supposed to be.???? At this point i still cant say for sure, but i do know He will reveal it at some point, 40 yrs in the wilderness??? I understand why it takes a Lifetime to become Comformed to His Image?!
And here i thought living on the streets at 16 yrs old in a large city was hard, and the many things that i witnessed before and after that was my testimony of Real hardship; to Many it will be. To Me, and Someone else out there in Gods timing; that was a minor skinned knee compared to these past few years.
I do Not regret Any part of this... and i say that kind of grinding my teeth; but i don't Want to settle for just a good relationship with God, my Hubby, others, or i led so and so many to Jesus before i got married, and say Real Repentance, and they still are living for Him today.
God does Not Settle because for whatever reason its not been figured out by ME yet. HIS `Perfect` Will is Just that!
His Perfect Will for `ME` also Affects YOU! Be Thankful its the `little` everyday details dealing with this (with me) that stress you out so you leave, can't take it so i get the worst of your stress?
I'm NOT angry, until i understood just what was really going on in the Spiritual realm, i was Very Hurt to the Point God Needed to bring me to as of Rock Bottom! God used everyone's little stress's, that the enemy mean't for Evil to Destroy me, To Accomplish the very thing He intended at the Perfect time on a hot night sitting on our backporch, actually i was standing by the chair.
One comment from the only person i Never thought would say anything but only in love, and didnt mean it to be bad, i know that. I drive back to madisonville, and have been working Very hard renewing this mind, speaking truth the past 50 miles as to not give the enemy a foothold. I'm very used to this at this point.
Arriving home at dark, still confessing Truth over lies, little did i know one more jab with words would come that night. It would decide not only my future, to have one or not, & depending on the outcome of that, anyone whom i allowed myself to come in contact with me, would know too late the power of words.
"Nothing can happen to you, me, your family everyone who means anything at all to you, unless... they know Christ and are living for Him, Unless.... God `Allows` spiritual wickedness in high places to do just as we know God allowed satan to do to get at Job and test him. Flesh and blood are Not the enemy; but the Real enemy will use those most close to us if he can give them truth with just a Little bit of lie. Job's own Wife told him to curse God and Die! Should any of use expect less testing???? I sure thought so!
The only one who has been with me mostly on a daily basis, is my hubby, he works at night, sleeps all day, gets up and gets on the couch and sleeps till time to go back to work.
I did not understand why those i was the closest to seemed to react the cruelest, everyone had an opinion and most of them lived out of state! This is whats wrong with you do, don't, MIND Boggling! I've spent an Unbelievable amount of time researching online and it may Very well have kept me alive, thanks to God for giving that one extra minute to research, to Know Enough Not to be Misdiagnosed, Given the Wrong Medicine that Can kill, to Know who to trust & who not to. More than likely because i believed over 24 years ago due to symptoms, what a doctor told me must be true, i've been on meds that have certian conseqences. And at that time, One instance in 1986 this doctor Really was trying to help.
I do not handle stress of anykind! It affects my body in some form or fashion.
Will finish this later, there is daylight and i'm missing some of it...
With Love
May the Lord Bless You and Keep You Today`
Cj
Just a note to myself this morning, and anyone who may want to can watch how things work around here!
---> Since i cannot retell the details one more time of every symptom, every date, etc since 2003, and writing it even on a laptop, its just not healthy at this time.
There is a story i would not believe if my hubby has not been with me at the most crucial times to verify things that happened, things said, not said, family, friends, deaths, accidental accidents, the Good things that Happen, the things that God has allowed me to experience that there is No possible way I could understand it if and when someone else had the same experience; much less give advice?! Through out cliche scriptures as if a suffering soul has never heard it less than every time they have something come up.
I Need Someone not emotionally involved watching my 24 hour around the clock routine, has one of her spiritual gifts is `Mercy`, knows the Word!!! my age or a little older at least to tell this Journey as it unfolded and type it in for me.
If its not written now, much will be overlooked and or forgotten and it maybe just the very thing that Someone needs to survive long enough to come to Jesus```` I'm leaving this request at the cross; God is responsible for it now!
Regardless if my name is attached or Not... this is not About ME, its about what God Can Do When HE is FINALLY `ALL` you Have, not hubby or wife to count on, friend, family, neighbor, NO ONE. I Only Thought i'd experienced that; Oh that is so far from the truth, i just did not know it. This is about God, and so much more, that will give Him the Glory He deserves and Someone will Need This.
Ohhh...Something happened to part of this post when i saved it, well.......NOT to worry, when it needs to be here it will be!
NOTE---> Pray for Sarah, she's having a bone scan today, some knots have been found in her leg and obviously they are looking for cancer first. I found this out just last night at church, its been too long since last there.
I pray this way, Lord YOUR WILL BE DONE! Yes, i also pray every biblical way God gave us concerning sickness.
I'd Much rather have God's Perfect Will For Her, than His Permissive will. I know that road, it's so easy to decieve ourselves, i sure am guilty of that.
`Perfect Will--- We can't loose either way don't you know!
`Permissive Will--- I think Alot now before praying, asking, who's will and way is most important as i rushed through what a normal day used to be, and sincerely praying, reading the word and love to talk with others. It's taken over 23 years, i lost something in my relationship with God when i got married, and Never could get that Close relationship back, i resented that!
But, i also remember what Paul said about staying single and getting married, so i thought, tried to convince myself, really didnt know, if that was how it was supposed to be.???? At this point i still cant say for sure, but i do know He will reveal it at some point, 40 yrs in the wilderness??? I understand why it takes a Lifetime to become Comformed to His Image?!
And here i thought living on the streets at 16 yrs old in a large city was hard, and the many things that i witnessed before and after that was my testimony of Real hardship; to Many it will be. To Me, and Someone else out there in Gods timing; that was a minor skinned knee compared to these past few years.
I do Not regret Any part of this... and i say that kind of grinding my teeth; but i don't Want to settle for just a good relationship with God, my Hubby, others, or i led so and so many to Jesus before i got married, and say Real Repentance, and they still are living for Him today.
God does Not Settle because for whatever reason its not been figured out by ME yet. HIS `Perfect` Will is Just that!
`PERFECT`` for Him, me, and `EVERYONE` concerning ME! Even though i've taken some low hits from those who are the closest to me,,,, if Not for that.........
His Perfect Will for `ME` also Affects YOU! Be Thankful its the `little` everyday details dealing with this (with me) that stress you out so you leave, can't take it so i get the worst of your stress?
I'm NOT angry, until i understood just what was really going on in the Spiritual realm, i was Very Hurt to the Point God Needed to bring me to as of Rock Bottom! God used everyone's little stress's, that the enemy mean't for Evil to Destroy me, To Accomplish the very thing He intended at the Perfect time on a hot night sitting on our backporch, actually i was standing by the chair.
One comment from the only person i Never thought would say anything but only in love, and didnt mean it to be bad, i know that. I drive back to madisonville, and have been working Very hard renewing this mind, speaking truth the past 50 miles as to not give the enemy a foothold. I'm very used to this at this point.
Arriving home at dark, still confessing Truth over lies, little did i know one more jab with words would come that night. It would decide not only my future, to have one or not, & depending on the outcome of that, anyone whom i allowed myself to come in contact with me, would know too late the power of words.
"Nothing can happen to you, me, your family everyone who means anything at all to you, unless... they know Christ and are living for Him, Unless.... God `Allows` spiritual wickedness in high places to do just as we know God allowed satan to do to get at Job and test him. Flesh and blood are Not the enemy; but the Real enemy will use those most close to us if he can give them truth with just a Little bit of lie. Job's own Wife told him to curse God and Die! Should any of use expect less testing???? I sure thought so!
The only one who has been with me mostly on a daily basis, is my hubby, he works at night, sleeps all day, gets up and gets on the couch and sleeps till time to go back to work.
I did not understand why those i was the closest to seemed to react the cruelest, everyone had an opinion and most of them lived out of state! This is whats wrong with you do, don't, MIND Boggling! I've spent an Unbelievable amount of time researching online and it may Very well have kept me alive, thanks to God for giving that one extra minute to research, to Know Enough Not to be Misdiagnosed, Given the Wrong Medicine that Can kill, to Know who to trust & who not to. More than likely because i believed over 24 years ago due to symptoms, what a doctor told me must be true, i've been on meds that have certian conseqences. And at that time, One instance in 1986 this doctor Really was trying to help.
I do not handle stress of anykind! It affects my body in some form or fashion.
Will finish this later, there is daylight and i'm missing some of it...
With Love
May the Lord Bless You and Keep You Today`
Cj
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Why Do I have a Blog & Not Write in It ???
Here it is almost 8pm Sat. night, still light outside and WHY am i sitting at the computer????? I assure you i sit here with a dumb look comtemplating this question. OK! I'll go outside until it gets dark, and THEN it's time to Actually do some updating. :o) FYI- soon you Will figure out why i shy from this thing!
11:43pm
It's obvious i've got a story to tell by the name of the blog. Who am i kidding other than myself. And Honestly... sitting here makes my heart palpitations unbearable; so i avoid anything as long as possible dealing with this subject.
Why? If i had not spent hundreds of hours researching each new symptom as it came on, there's no telling what institution i might be in today. That is a fact due to an ER visit by one who thought she was a master manipulator in Psy. If i had not know the ropes That medical field used 25 years ago, she would have caught a fish and by giving her Own diagnosis in less than 5 minutes that turned into 2 hours of every trick in the book, Psy. and the Bible; using even what i call the Cult Syndrome! It sure has changed and i feel for so many who are being fed drugs that do Not work, get no better just more drugged, and think; this is it, this is the way it will be forever....(why) BECAUSE SOMEBODY TOLD HER, HIM, YOUNG, OLD, who believes someone who's supposed to be looking out for their Good, really is! That was ME until 2007!
That experience in the ER in March was unlike anything i've Ever seen, much Less what i know to be proper protocol when going to the ER for Heart palpitations they want to fill their psy. beds! I've done alot of studying, and it has very likely saved my life! What I didn't tell her, caught her up on her notion she would badger me and even go as far as to tell me looking right straight in my eyes, my symptoms had nothing to do with the endoctrine issues, but i WAS Bi-Polar! I HOPE YOU ARE HEARING THIS, YOUR LIFE MAY DEPEND ON TAKING CHARGE OF YOUR OWN MEDICAL CARE OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE!
I played this woman and told her some old psy. meds i had at home still i had been off of for along time. She said, well, you Better take them! This was After she saw she was not getting me somewhere i did not need to be. Knowing my bible this was So Obvious i was releived. Does this sound familiar????
"The devil took Him up to the Holy City, and set Him on a pinacle of the Temple. AND said to Him..IF you are the Son of God Cast (Jump) (Leap) yourselfDown: FOR it is Written...He shall give His angels charge over you and in thier hands they will hold you up, Lest you at Any time dash your foot against a stone" (Pain,death,you get the point here) Jesus said to him... IT IS Written Again, Thou Shalt Not tempt the Lord thy God." Matthew 4:5-7
The last thing i told that woman and eye to eye, Lady, thats One thing I'll Never do is think i'm God!
I know this sounds So ludicrous, i dont know that i wouldn't be doubting it myself if not for my hubby being there all 8 hours. I left there with once again,,, deceptive instructions my hubby quickly found, and something they FAiled to tell me or to pass on to my regular drs... All ekg's have been fine until now, This one said "Irregular Heartbeat". That can mean many things, but in this case, its ongoing symptoms that attack they body when no one thinks your symptoms are worth looking into past a little bloodwork.
There's a story here to tell, i'm so far behind i'll never catch up. Thats ok. I'll post what i can, and it will be here for whoever may need it, and that might just be me.
~~~When you pray tonight...Thank God you do not plan every move you make, having to think how to get to bed, not to wake up with your heart beating out of your chest, put feet on the floor, and it goes like that all day and starts over. I had No idea what suffering was physically or mentally until this, living on the streets of a big city at 16; Nothing compared to surviving this. What am i learning? IT's PRICELESS! NOTHING is so important to get an attitude about, stress over hitting the garage door (in a rental recall car at that!) While your dad is in the house dying. And gee.... thank goodness it missed hitting the car in the garage by an inch.
I'm sorry folks, but to me that was just everyday stress compared to the past 3 years, and i just had really no reaction. Its a thing, can be fixed. Had the circumstances been different maybe i could not have been fixed. Dads gone now, April 5,we paid for the door, i could not go back for his funeral even if i tried my body would not have given the permission. Still I cannot Afford to grieve, when you know what your body can take, how much and how long, and follow that still small voice inside, you won't be led wrong.
When i write, i'm journaling my thoughts as i did for 10 years on paper. I still start on paper and now need to move it to the laptop, much faster and easier on the hands! The story is too long, but i cant stop until i know i'm done. I cannot Start until God gives me the courage to face this beast of a machine i used to enjoy, And will again!
Shalom `peace`
with love
Cj
11:43pm
It's obvious i've got a story to tell by the name of the blog. Who am i kidding other than myself. And Honestly... sitting here makes my heart palpitations unbearable; so i avoid anything as long as possible dealing with this subject.
Why? If i had not spent hundreds of hours researching each new symptom as it came on, there's no telling what institution i might be in today. That is a fact due to an ER visit by one who thought she was a master manipulator in Psy. If i had not know the ropes That medical field used 25 years ago, she would have caught a fish and by giving her Own diagnosis in less than 5 minutes that turned into 2 hours of every trick in the book, Psy. and the Bible; using even what i call the Cult Syndrome! It sure has changed and i feel for so many who are being fed drugs that do Not work, get no better just more drugged, and think; this is it, this is the way it will be forever....(why) BECAUSE SOMEBODY TOLD HER, HIM, YOUNG, OLD, who believes someone who's supposed to be looking out for their Good, really is! That was ME until 2007!
That experience in the ER in March was unlike anything i've Ever seen, much Less what i know to be proper protocol when going to the ER for Heart palpitations they want to fill their psy. beds! I've done alot of studying, and it has very likely saved my life! What I didn't tell her, caught her up on her notion she would badger me and even go as far as to tell me looking right straight in my eyes, my symptoms had nothing to do with the endoctrine issues, but i WAS Bi-Polar! I HOPE YOU ARE HEARING THIS, YOUR LIFE MAY DEPEND ON TAKING CHARGE OF YOUR OWN MEDICAL CARE OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE!
I played this woman and told her some old psy. meds i had at home still i had been off of for along time. She said, well, you Better take them! This was After she saw she was not getting me somewhere i did not need to be. Knowing my bible this was So Obvious i was releived. Does this sound familiar????
The last thing she said before about taking the meds, was this...
ONE day you are going to THINK YOU ARE God and fly off a building!
"The devil took Him up to the Holy City, and set Him on a pinacle of the Temple. AND said to Him..IF you are the Son of God Cast (Jump) (Leap) yourselfDown: FOR it is Written...He shall give His angels charge over you and in thier hands they will hold you up, Lest you at Any time dash your foot against a stone" (Pain,death,you get the point here) Jesus said to him... IT IS Written Again, Thou Shalt Not tempt the Lord thy God." Matthew 4:5-7
The last thing i told that woman and eye to eye, Lady, thats One thing I'll Never do is think i'm God!
I know this sounds So ludicrous, i dont know that i wouldn't be doubting it myself if not for my hubby being there all 8 hours. I left there with once again,,, deceptive instructions my hubby quickly found, and something they FAiled to tell me or to pass on to my regular drs... All ekg's have been fine until now, This one said "Irregular Heartbeat". That can mean many things, but in this case, its ongoing symptoms that attack they body when no one thinks your symptoms are worth looking into past a little bloodwork.
There's a story here to tell, i'm so far behind i'll never catch up. Thats ok. I'll post what i can, and it will be here for whoever may need it, and that might just be me.
~~~When you pray tonight...Thank God you do not plan every move you make, having to think how to get to bed, not to wake up with your heart beating out of your chest, put feet on the floor, and it goes like that all day and starts over. I had No idea what suffering was physically or mentally until this, living on the streets of a big city at 16; Nothing compared to surviving this. What am i learning? IT's PRICELESS! NOTHING is so important to get an attitude about, stress over hitting the garage door (in a rental recall car at that!) While your dad is in the house dying. And gee.... thank goodness it missed hitting the car in the garage by an inch.
I'm sorry folks, but to me that was just everyday stress compared to the past 3 years, and i just had really no reaction. Its a thing, can be fixed. Had the circumstances been different maybe i could not have been fixed. Dads gone now, April 5,we paid for the door, i could not go back for his funeral even if i tried my body would not have given the permission. Still I cannot Afford to grieve, when you know what your body can take, how much and how long, and follow that still small voice inside, you won't be led wrong.
When i write, i'm journaling my thoughts as i did for 10 years on paper. I still start on paper and now need to move it to the laptop, much faster and easier on the hands! The story is too long, but i cant stop until i know i'm done. I cannot Start until God gives me the courage to face this beast of a machine i used to enjoy, And will again!
Shalom `peace`
with love
Cj
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Diagnosis Maybe!?
Last night in between reading articles on the brain-tumor site, i am writing down information such as meds, vitamins and Anything i was allergic to and have a little head start getting all the info ready in case they told me to come to Cal., they can treat me. This article was listed in neuroscience and i didn't know what that was. When i read about the symptoms of the face I knew That Very well! I looked to see if it said anything about neck pain starting in the back and if it went to 2 others places along with what was thought to be muscle spasms yet it starts off with a popping sound you can do when you are stressed there and move it from side to side Only it was popping on its own, and that didn't hurt. Sometimes it would pop and from the shoulders up would kind of Jump, Flinch as if someone had scared you. You didn't have any control or even be aware when it would happen. Sometimes the shout from the unexpected jump would be a louder and it would be right embarrassing , it might remind you of certain tics some have and the ill Sayers will most certainly jump to the conclusion you finally have lost it. Yet never having muscle spasms, i really didn't if that popping is what one would feel like, but the word Spasm didn't seem to fit the popping sound and jumping, and the muscle relaxers did nothing either. It never leaves, it is like someone who keeps a perfect schedule. Aches when you wake up and sometimes actually still hurts from the bad headache a few hours ago going to bed. as the day goes on the pain rises and goes to the jaw and when it hits the head it has No mercy, the headaches are really painful.I had 2 very terrifying reaction from a local and total anesthesia, so i Always make sure my doctors know about this. I do know that there is something that a doctor knew to leave out when i told him before my 2nd local. He knew just what to leave out, i was awake and watching, there was some discomfort but it sure kept me at ease.WHEN I'M PUT TOTALLY UNDER, THE ANESTHESIOLOGIST CAME BACK PATTED MY HAND AND SAID THIS IS THE SHOT THAT WILL TOTALLY RELAX YOU AND THEN I'LL PUT YOU TO SLEEP. SOUNDS GOOD TO ME, I DON'T LIKE THIS. I'D NEVER BEEN PUT UNDER TOTALLY EXCEPT AT 3 YEARS OLD AND HAD MY TONSILS OUT. http://www.neuroscience.newstjohns.org/Approach.aspx?id=226 http://www.neuroscience-institute.org/ SEE THIS ALSO.WELL..........AS SOON AS HE WALKED ONLY ABOUT 10 FT TO HIS SEAT, I STARTED SCREAMING UNCONTROLLABLY, MY BODY TOOK ON A LIFE I DID NOT RECOGNIZE, AND I COULD NOT TELL HIM ANYTHING! I heard him say to me as he patted my hand harder, i think 1 or 5 percent are affected like this and he had put me to sleep while talking.Then to top that off, Upon wakening, This was My first time under and My face was twitching uncontrollably, eyes it scared me so bad, and when my eyes would twitch open i had no contacts in the hallway was cold and NOBODY WAS ANYWHERE I COULD SEE OR HEAR! Wheres someone who should be checking vitals, my progress at wakening, Anything and i layed there for at least 10 or 15 minutes before someone came down that COLD LONESOME HALL. Is that considered proper procedure?????? I was 30 and had not had any anesthesia since i was 3 and my tonsils out. That was really traumatic, we had to be there that morning by 7am, for a scheduled very common surgery through a tiny incision. A few years later i had to have local anesthesia to be checked for IBS. The local injection did not create a problem, but when wakening here it comes again! I've left out the most important part. This has a name, `Cranial Nerve disorders... AND these disorders have a Cause and it has a name! Micro vascular Decompression
http://www.neuroscience.newstjohns.org/Approach.aspx?id=226 I don't have anything to say except Thank you Lord for showing it at the Perfect time and please have the drs that are Right for my very fragile emotions now, Fragile??? and at its worst around the ones i care the most for, Any slight Hint of rejection at this point be it real or perceived just tears my heart out ! People tend to give advice on things they know absolutely Nothing about. It hurts terribly and i know i cannot confide in them. Lord Please do not tell me anything else that might be wrong, just let the drs know. I really thought, well... if there;s anything to it they would surely tell me! NOT! If you have any problems no matter how seemingly small, Always get your medical records Every six months -read them, look up the meaning of works you do not know and you'll know just how well you are being cared for.
Wishing You`
Love, Long Life and LIVE! ~Cj
Monday, May 31, 2010
Trip To NC/ Endocrinologist
Having family in NC made the trip worthwhile. I've had it with endocrinologist in the south and Lord willing i'll be taking it to the west coast, UCLA.
Even the strongest people must have Hope. My faith embraces and also empowers me, i'm still human and spirit,mind and body certianly work together. When one is hurting, it affects the other two.
If I had not Stood on `What i know to be truth` regardless of how bleak finding help looked, how i feel be it emotionally or physically; i would not be here today.
I Cannot Help Anyone UNLESS... i've walked in their shows. Maybe Your shoes!??? So, as God sustains me, and there's been times during the hardest time in my life i've doubted His love and Mercy for me. YET...He brings me back to What I know to be Truth!
I'm an emotional person, sometimes too emotional and dramatic, but thats just me.
Actually i started out to write about something totally different.. but- it is what it is; maybe for someone passing by to read, or maybe just me. Don't know. Thats OK too! :)
Staying Real`
Wishing you Peace, Health & Blessings`
Love,
Cj
Even the strongest people must have Hope. My faith embraces and also empowers me, i'm still human and spirit,mind and body certianly work together. When one is hurting, it affects the other two.
If I had not Stood on `What i know to be truth` regardless of how bleak finding help looked, how i feel be it emotionally or physically; i would not be here today.
I Cannot Help Anyone UNLESS... i've walked in their shows. Maybe Your shoes!??? So, as God sustains me, and there's been times during the hardest time in my life i've doubted His love and Mercy for me. YET...He brings me back to What I know to be Truth!
I'm an emotional person, sometimes too emotional and dramatic, but thats just me.
Actually i started out to write about something totally different.. but- it is what it is; maybe for someone passing by to read, or maybe just me. Don't know. Thats OK too! :)
Staying Real`
Wishing you Peace, Health & Blessings`
Love,
Cj
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Why Don't I Post & Dad?!?!
Dad went to be with the Lord April 5th, 2010. No more to suffer but forever with Jesus!
Thats a Good Question!
I'm not much of a blogger, but i will update on the last endo. He actually did the opposite of what he said when i saw him the first time; went by the bloodwork and acted as if we never had that conversation.
OK.... I've ordered my own saliva kit, and will get the results myself. Also i'm going back to NC this week and will see the Dr. there that told me what he found but never backed it up in his labs.
Its DAYLIGHT and i'm gonna go!
say a Prayer on for this Dr. on Friday morning!
with Love*
Cj
Thats a Good Question!
I'm not much of a blogger, but i will update on the last endo. He actually did the opposite of what he said when i saw him the first time; went by the bloodwork and acted as if we never had that conversation.
OK.... I've ordered my own saliva kit, and will get the results myself. Also i'm going back to NC this week and will see the Dr. there that told me what he found but never backed it up in his labs.
Its DAYLIGHT and i'm gonna go!
say a Prayer on for this Dr. on Friday morning!
with Love*
Cj
Friday, April 16, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Dr. Visit Wed. With Endo!
More Hope, it Can't be dashed This time!
WHY? Because i told him he was the end of the road, the last endo i would see, i have had all i can take with this and he Has to help me!
Before doing any tests, I told him what i thought the endrocrine problems were, and he agreed.
Hyperthyroidism, Adrenal Glands Being Affected (didn't say how) by the Pituitary Tumors.
He seemed very confidant about this. I SURE HOPE SO BECAUSE ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
The longer you go undiagnosed the more problems, glands and even heart are damaged. That is happening in this case.
I look for doors OPEN or CLOSED and i don't know yet from God. Around here you will wait 2 months at least to see a new endo. The first call my hubby made to him on a Fri. he said bring her Monday. OPEN DOOR. I could not physically go. He said bring her Wed. Same thing.
He made an app. for the 9th of this month, but i was ready to see him last week, hubby called and said bring her in tomorrow. That was the 3rd of March Wed/
That is an Open door.
He did order blood work, i had some just the week before, and told him it would not show up there but i dont care how he does it Prove what we both think! I asked him for the 4 times a day Salvia test, he said they could not do it there but wished they could. I may have to buy them myself to prove what i Know is true. How do we know this?
The endo at Duke in NC i asked him to do salavia test, he agreed but did not know to do it 4 times a day for several days. It gives you the readings of harmones as they change throughout the day.
Anyway, talking about this is so taxing i'll be posting some about chairities and handmade items, and if you make Anything i'd love to hear about it!
With Love`
Joan
WHY? Because i told him he was the end of the road, the last endo i would see, i have had all i can take with this and he Has to help me!
Before doing any tests, I told him what i thought the endrocrine problems were, and he agreed.
Hyperthyroidism, Adrenal Glands Being Affected (didn't say how) by the Pituitary Tumors.
He seemed very confidant about this. I SURE HOPE SO BECAUSE ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
The longer you go undiagnosed the more problems, glands and even heart are damaged. That is happening in this case.
I look for doors OPEN or CLOSED and i don't know yet from God. Around here you will wait 2 months at least to see a new endo. The first call my hubby made to him on a Fri. he said bring her Monday. OPEN DOOR. I could not physically go. He said bring her Wed. Same thing.
He made an app. for the 9th of this month, but i was ready to see him last week, hubby called and said bring her in tomorrow. That was the 3rd of March Wed/
That is an Open door.
He did order blood work, i had some just the week before, and told him it would not show up there but i dont care how he does it Prove what we both think! I asked him for the 4 times a day Salvia test, he said they could not do it there but wished they could. I may have to buy them myself to prove what i Know is true. How do we know this?
The endo at Duke in NC i asked him to do salavia test, he agreed but did not know to do it 4 times a day for several days. It gives you the readings of harmones as they change throughout the day.
Anyway, talking about this is so taxing i'll be posting some about chairities and handmade items, and if you make Anything i'd love to hear about it!
With Love`
Joan
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Dad
Time goes by much faster and before we even realize it, we are the age our parents were in pictures, then we have passed the half century mark and our parents are retired or have been for some time
The older you get the better you understand the bible.
`Redeem the time because the days are evil.`
No one else can do it for us. If we procrastinate, we will find we have allot of regrets, that is the worst part of it i think. Once someone is gone, regrets can never be apologized for, talked about and come to terms with.
Always initiate the first I LOVE YOU before you leave, or hang up with a loved one on the phone. Don’t let misunderstandings go without talking it out , giving and accepting forgiveness.
Dad is very sick at home with prostate cancer, but i can say i can’t think of any Regrets due to something not said or done.
I LOVE YOU DAD!
JOANIE
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
No Hosp. Stay
this is very common so ---Short version,
they cant See the heart palp, nurse from Psy ward comes, the usual is this- only make sure you do not want to hurt self, others, ask few questions, then leave without asking you to admit yourself. ( unless you have a need to)
nurse there over two hours trying to Convince me to admit, --->NEVER GIVE ANY BACKGROUND TO THEM CONCERNING HISTORY OF ANXIETY NOT EVEN A HINT IF YOU ARE STABLE and. mentally well enough to go home!
They cant see whatever they think they want to diaganose you with either but are quick to do it. this is my first experience with what i saw as badgering, going as far as to try and psycologically decieve me, very much bordering on getting one admitted in a hosptial for reasons NOT concerning the patient who DOES have major life threatening issues, that could Easily lead to Devestating consequences!
she at the last hour tried one more tatic to get me there.
Your Symptoms are coming from your ........ What She had Diagnosed me as,mind you she is Not a Psychiatrist, due to my stupidity in telling her about a stay over 20 years ago due to excesivie stress causing high anxiety. Anxiety was and still is my diagnosis.
I was quiet but thinking to myself, this is the most outrageous thing i've come across, lying to me-- concerning something that would determine the outcome of my LIFE or No life!
I KNOW the lingo, i've studied it, its old hat, i do not believe anything i'm told that is of importance concerning Life, without researching for MYself!
when i realized this is Not the norm, there's more going on here and its not for My benefit; i withheld some info from her that she Had to have to base this diagnosis on so to intentionally trick her up and get her to back off.
That is when she changed it to her diagnosis was were my symptoms (of 3 or more years) were coming from. never once did i let on to her i knew what she was doing, if someone uses the same phrase, word, enough, repeating it within a short period of time say.. an hour. They are using an old psychology trick that if something is heard Enough times, especially if you are Tired, Stressed, under any circumstances that may make you even Somewhat Vunerable,
as maybe needing a very long needed break and someone to just take over all the responsibilities and let you rest, Any need to give any control in any form OR fashion; YOU are very much at risk for simple Cult Mentality and How they draw people to them, Then its how the KEEP them.
Never i have i seen this done in an ER room nor Heard of such a thing happening.
take my word for it, they are not playing. This place wanted to fill a 14 bed floor that had only 6 people by making me the 7th. Its MONEY.
Get online, read the new bill being passed in April concerning mental health.
I've got a combination or either or, hyperthryoidism, Graves Disease, addrenal issues, cortisol issues all this works together. MY OBSERVATIONS FROM HUNDREDS OF HOURS OF RESEARCH! ALSO FROM `GENTLY` LEADING AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST IN RALEIGH NC AT DUKE TO DO A SALAVIA TEST-THE MOST ACCURATE TEST- TEST'S AVAILABLE TO DETECT THESE CONDITIONS.
I also have pituitary tumors. Small (as of last years mri) mm. tumors. Do NOT
let any specialist convince you they are of NO importance!
The first of this i knew about was in 04 during a mamagram. It was the most painful i'd ever had and almost passed out. At the hardest point of the squeezing of the breast, milk came out and i mean it Really did! I had Never seen anything like that and terrified! i've never been pregnant either.
NOTE THIS! i asked, is this normal for my age???? she said, yes, pretty much, we do see this. This Aught to ring a bell... are you thinking about this?
then this should tell you........
when i saw the dr a lady doctor with Duke, she said as soon as i walked in, i see you had an issue with prolactoma, lets have an mri of your pituitary gland to see if maybe there might be a little tumor there, not to worry they are 99.9 percent benign. Non cancerous.
1. The lady that did my mamagram said it was not that unusual to see this!
2. Have you Ever heard of this condition????????????
OK... 1 in 5 PEOPLE HAVE PITUITARY TUMORS CAUSING SOME KIND OF TROUBLE, AND DO NOT KNOW IT UNTIL THEY HAVE CUSHINGS DISEASE, ADDISONS DISEASE, THYROID PROBLEMS, ADDRENAL FATIGUE-FALUIRE AND ADRENAL GLANDS ARE REMOVED, I COULD GO ON AND ON!
3. IF YOU START THIS PROCESS, YOU `WILL` SEE MANY ENDO DOCTORS BEFORE EITHER YOU GIVE UP, AND THAT IS NOT AN OPTION. OR... YOU TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR OWN HEALTH CARE AND LEARN EVERYTHING AND MUCH MORE THAN THESE DOCTORS ARE TAUGHT ABOUT THIS.
4.WHY? YOU WILL HEAR THIS OVER AND OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU EITHER BELEIVE IT OR ARE DETERMINED TO KNOW AS MUCH AND MOST LIKELY MORE THAN THE ENDO SPECIALIST TELLING YOU, THERE IS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, COME BACK IN 6 MONTHS, A YEAR AND HAVE ANOTHER MRI! IF YOU HAVE SYPTOMS AS SEVERE AS I DO, HOUSEBOUND, YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS, NOR STOP! THEY SAY, THESE TUMORS ARE NON SECRETEING (SP) NOT ACTIVE MEANING.
IF SO, WHY DID THE PRESENCE OF BREAST MILK CAUSE A VERY WELL TRAINED DOCTOR AND NOT EVEN IN THIS FIELD, THINK PITUITARY GLAND-TUMOR????????
THEN GO ON TO FIND A TINY 2MM TUMOR! NOT MUCH BIGGER THAN THE HEAD OF A STRAIGHT PIN.
```YOU CANNOT TELL ME THEY ARE NOT ACTIVE!``` MINE PROVED THAT TO BE WRONG!``
I SEE THE SECOND ENDO (BEING THE FIRST IN KY)I TOMORROW, WED. The reason i'm going back to him, i remember two things he said that none of the 6 ot 7 others did, and they all contridicted each other, i'm sure would be somewhat embarrassed if they could hear each other telling entirely different excuses, even one argueing the point that i could Not have had diabetes as child age 4-6 and not have it now. geez........ i dont know about where you live, but these particular doctors wear you out with some of the stupidist statements you'll ever hear. Some of this is just plain common sense, but be Very care ful before you let one know you have studied up and have knowledge of this issue, you have to see if they are able to take it and i've found only 1 that could. that was where i suggested the salavia test, (wish i knew it needed to be tested 4 times a day instead of once). it was the salavia test that told him everything he needed to know..
i'm So sick of talking about this issue, but i'm determined to make aware as many as possible about this. Do you know, if you are on medicare medicade, you could NOT have this MRI i will be having! Not in this state, not in NC with this new healthcare going through! You also better be checking to see what meds they are going to stop paying for! My mother is going through this right now in NC. She does not even Know if her doctor will see her the next time, only certian ones will be paid to even see Mostly our Elderly!
so much for the short version!
God Bless, stay informed!
Cj
they cant See the heart palp, nurse from Psy ward comes, the usual is this- only make sure you do not want to hurt self, others, ask few questions, then leave without asking you to admit yourself. ( unless you have a need to)
nurse there over two hours trying to Convince me to admit, --->NEVER GIVE ANY BACKGROUND TO THEM CONCERNING HISTORY OF ANXIETY NOT EVEN A HINT IF YOU ARE STABLE and. mentally well enough to go home!
They cant see whatever they think they want to diaganose you with either but are quick to do it. this is my first experience with what i saw as badgering, going as far as to try and psycologically decieve me, very much bordering on getting one admitted in a hosptial for reasons NOT concerning the patient who DOES have major life threatening issues, that could Easily lead to Devestating consequences!
she at the last hour tried one more tatic to get me there.
Your Symptoms are coming from your ........ What She had Diagnosed me as,mind you she is Not a Psychiatrist, due to my stupidity in telling her about a stay over 20 years ago due to excesivie stress causing high anxiety. Anxiety was and still is my diagnosis.
I was quiet but thinking to myself, this is the most outrageous thing i've come across, lying to me-- concerning something that would determine the outcome of my LIFE or No life!
I KNOW the lingo, i've studied it, its old hat, i do not believe anything i'm told that is of importance concerning Life, without researching for MYself!
when i realized this is Not the norm, there's more going on here and its not for My benefit; i withheld some info from her that she Had to have to base this diagnosis on so to intentionally trick her up and get her to back off.
That is when she changed it to her diagnosis was were my symptoms (of 3 or more years) were coming from. never once did i let on to her i knew what she was doing, if someone uses the same phrase, word, enough, repeating it within a short period of time say.. an hour. They are using an old psychology trick that if something is heard Enough times, especially if you are Tired, Stressed, under any circumstances that may make you even Somewhat Vunerable,
as maybe needing a very long needed break and someone to just take over all the responsibilities and let you rest, Any need to give any control in any form OR fashion; YOU are very much at risk for simple Cult Mentality and How they draw people to them, Then its how the KEEP them.
Never i have i seen this done in an ER room nor Heard of such a thing happening.
take my word for it, they are not playing. This place wanted to fill a 14 bed floor that had only 6 people by making me the 7th. Its MONEY.
Get online, read the new bill being passed in April concerning mental health.
I've got a combination or either or, hyperthryoidism, Graves Disease, addrenal issues, cortisol issues all this works together. MY OBSERVATIONS FROM HUNDREDS OF HOURS OF RESEARCH! ALSO FROM `GENTLY` LEADING AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST IN RALEIGH NC AT DUKE TO DO A SALAVIA TEST-THE MOST ACCURATE TEST- TEST'S AVAILABLE TO DETECT THESE CONDITIONS.
I also have pituitary tumors. Small (as of last years mri) mm. tumors. Do NOT
let any specialist convince you they are of NO importance!
The first of this i knew about was in 04 during a mamagram. It was the most painful i'd ever had and almost passed out. At the hardest point of the squeezing of the breast, milk came out and i mean it Really did! I had Never seen anything like that and terrified! i've never been pregnant either.
NOTE THIS! i asked, is this normal for my age???? she said, yes, pretty much, we do see this. This Aught to ring a bell... are you thinking about this?
then this should tell you........
when i saw the dr a lady doctor with Duke, she said as soon as i walked in, i see you had an issue with prolactoma, lets have an mri of your pituitary gland to see if maybe there might be a little tumor there, not to worry they are 99.9 percent benign. Non cancerous.
1. The lady that did my mamagram said it was not that unusual to see this!
2. Have you Ever heard of this condition????????????
OK... 1 in 5 PEOPLE HAVE PITUITARY TUMORS CAUSING SOME KIND OF TROUBLE, AND DO NOT KNOW IT UNTIL THEY HAVE CUSHINGS DISEASE, ADDISONS DISEASE, THYROID PROBLEMS, ADDRENAL FATIGUE-FALUIRE AND ADRENAL GLANDS ARE REMOVED, I COULD GO ON AND ON!
3. IF YOU START THIS PROCESS, YOU `WILL` SEE MANY ENDO DOCTORS BEFORE EITHER YOU GIVE UP, AND THAT IS NOT AN OPTION. OR... YOU TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR OWN HEALTH CARE AND LEARN EVERYTHING AND MUCH MORE THAN THESE DOCTORS ARE TAUGHT ABOUT THIS.
4.WHY? YOU WILL HEAR THIS OVER AND OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU EITHER BELEIVE IT OR ARE DETERMINED TO KNOW AS MUCH AND MOST LIKELY MORE THAN THE ENDO SPECIALIST TELLING YOU, THERE IS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, COME BACK IN 6 MONTHS, A YEAR AND HAVE ANOTHER MRI! IF YOU HAVE SYPTOMS AS SEVERE AS I DO, HOUSEBOUND, YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS, NOR STOP! THEY SAY, THESE TUMORS ARE NON SECRETEING (SP) NOT ACTIVE MEANING.
IF SO, WHY DID THE PRESENCE OF BREAST MILK CAUSE A VERY WELL TRAINED DOCTOR AND NOT EVEN IN THIS FIELD, THINK PITUITARY GLAND-TUMOR????????
THEN GO ON TO FIND A TINY 2MM TUMOR! NOT MUCH BIGGER THAN THE HEAD OF A STRAIGHT PIN.
```YOU CANNOT TELL ME THEY ARE NOT ACTIVE!``` MINE PROVED THAT TO BE WRONG!``
I SEE THE SECOND ENDO (BEING THE FIRST IN KY)I TOMORROW, WED. The reason i'm going back to him, i remember two things he said that none of the 6 ot 7 others did, and they all contridicted each other, i'm sure would be somewhat embarrassed if they could hear each other telling entirely different excuses, even one argueing the point that i could Not have had diabetes as child age 4-6 and not have it now. geez........ i dont know about where you live, but these particular doctors wear you out with some of the stupidist statements you'll ever hear. Some of this is just plain common sense, but be Very care ful before you let one know you have studied up and have knowledge of this issue, you have to see if they are able to take it and i've found only 1 that could. that was where i suggested the salavia test, (wish i knew it needed to be tested 4 times a day instead of once). it was the salavia test that told him everything he needed to know..
i'm So sick of talking about this issue, but i'm determined to make aware as many as possible about this. Do you know, if you are on medicare medicade, you could NOT have this MRI i will be having! Not in this state, not in NC with this new healthcare going through! You also better be checking to see what meds they are going to stop paying for! My mother is going through this right now in NC. She does not even Know if her doctor will see her the next time, only certian ones will be paid to even see Mostly our Elderly!
so much for the short version!
God Bless, stay informed!
Cj
Sunday, February 21, 2010
UPDATE SINCE LAST POST! PLEASE GET INFORMED, UPDATE BY TONIGHT
SINCE LAST [POST``` WILL UPDATE BY TONIGHT! PLEASE GET INFORMED`
The last update did not take so this is it! I'm going in the hospital in the next few hours as a last effort in this area. Lord willing this will work, but if not, He has somewhere better. It will probabbly be one from http://www.pituitary.org/
My dad is at home dying of cancer, it came back Very suddenly, please keep him, my step-mom and the rest of the family in NC in prayer. Also their church is a tower for them, they lack for nothing.
God is the only Anchor during the storms in My life! The only One true For sure Cannot Lie, will be there, never sleep or slumbers.
Love and blessings,
Cj
I'll post only once or twice a week until some kind of treatment starts. The treatment will be harmonal to begin with i suppose disregarding the tumors. I was told i would have to be on harmones the rest of my life. Thats just fine by me, Quality is more important than Quantity if all i'm doing is lying on the couch trying to stay so still as it helps keep the hearth palpitations a little calmer. This last time i laid on the couch 4 days and nights, getting up Only when having too.
The last update did not take so this is it! I'm going in the hospital in the next few hours as a last effort in this area. Lord willing this will work, but if not, He has somewhere better. It will probabbly be one from http://www.pituitary.org/
My dad is at home dying of cancer, it came back Very suddenly, please keep him, my step-mom and the rest of the family in NC in prayer. Also their church is a tower for them, they lack for nothing.
God is the only Anchor during the storms in My life! The only One true For sure Cannot Lie, will be there, never sleep or slumbers.
Love and blessings,
Cj
I'll post only once or twice a week until some kind of treatment starts. The treatment will be harmonal to begin with i suppose disregarding the tumors. I was told i would have to be on harmones the rest of my life. Thats just fine by me, Quality is more important than Quantity if all i'm doing is lying on the couch trying to stay so still as it helps keep the hearth palpitations a little calmer. This last time i laid on the couch 4 days and nights, getting up Only when having too.
I write this in hopes that if only `ONE` person comes along and reads this and can relate, and gets Help, Its worth it! I sure don't enjoy sitting here doing it.
Until i get some help here, being online makes me nervous, so i try to stay away from it.
I'll be seeing the OBGYN who hesitantly said he would see me for treatment of the ovarian failure and start harmones on the Oct. 20th!
Any and all prayers are Much appreciated for this Doctor & everyone concerned!
`With Love`
Cj
Sunday, October 4, 2009
`Ovarian Failure`
BTW Not all post are going to be serious! :o)
Diagnosis- Ovarian Failure. And when did this start? I'm 51. The first tumor found in 03 was lactating just as these are and not much; i was told it kicked me into Early Menapause. At first i thought" Ok,,, Menapause. Whats New! Being Mindful now i've been researching these tumors over a year. My experience with doctors has Not been the best and a couple of times almost deadly from PSY. perscriptions, they were trying to help the heart palpitations but there were some severe reactions.
So my first thought, i'm not researching anymore...at all! I can only look up these things no more than 15 minutes; for me its just very stressful. But my curiousity got the best of me.
There's more to ovarian failure than menapause. Looking back, i can see a timeline between Panic Disorder in early to mid 20's to what most likely was Ovarian Failure around 1997. I'd not had a panic attack since 1987. They started slowly and progressively got worse. So who do you get sent to??? Another Psy. More Meds, i've probabbly been on every psychiatric med available, None stopped the heart palpitations; yet i knew others that the same meds helped.
The palpitations got so bad in 1993, they were nonstop 24/7 for 7 weeks. We made a major life decission and moved to NC, where i came from thinking being around family would help. It didn't. 2 1/2 years latter we moved back to ky.
The hotflashes turning into all day all night 7 days a week and the palpitations were doing the same thing at the same time. I see a major timeline here.
This is Ovarian Failure Please read it! Knowledge goes along way in taking charge of your Own healthcare. And it all started from the Pituitary Tumor. You may already be dealing with these tumors, and know much more than i ever will, but my goal is to make everyone i possibly can `AWARE` of something they have never heard before. No one should have to suffer like this being basically homebound due to what doctors Dont know, they don't communicate with each other; at least where i live.
I don't know what i'll hear on the 20th from the obgyn concerning `Treatment` the endo at Duke sent him, but i do have an appointment tomorrow with my MD, he has the records and i'm going to ask what the treatment is. It should be (hopefully) harmonal. QUALITY OF LIFE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN QUANTITY.
Only a FEW doctors understand that.
When i can function enougth to persue getting these things removed, i'm going to. They have already caused enough trouble and years of wondering where the person who lived inside me went. The risk may outway the outcome but at this point thats something i'm willing to take. God can heal these tumors, or he can work through a Qualified doctor who specializes in this . After being in 3 states pituitary.org lists University of Kentucky and a few hospitals in Virginia.
Ok, been on here too long, but have a GREAT week and may God Bless You!
Love `Cj
Diagnosis- Ovarian Failure. And when did this start? I'm 51. The first tumor found in 03 was lactating just as these are and not much; i was told it kicked me into Early Menapause. At first i thought" Ok,,, Menapause. Whats New! Being Mindful now i've been researching these tumors over a year. My experience with doctors has Not been the best and a couple of times almost deadly from PSY. perscriptions, they were trying to help the heart palpitations but there were some severe reactions.
So my first thought, i'm not researching anymore...at all! I can only look up these things no more than 15 minutes; for me its just very stressful. But my curiousity got the best of me.
There's more to ovarian failure than menapause. Looking back, i can see a timeline between Panic Disorder in early to mid 20's to what most likely was Ovarian Failure around 1997. I'd not had a panic attack since 1987. They started slowly and progressively got worse. So who do you get sent to??? Another Psy. More Meds, i've probabbly been on every psychiatric med available, None stopped the heart palpitations; yet i knew others that the same meds helped.
The palpitations got so bad in 1993, they were nonstop 24/7 for 7 weeks. We made a major life decission and moved to NC, where i came from thinking being around family would help. It didn't. 2 1/2 years latter we moved back to ky.
The hotflashes turning into all day all night 7 days a week and the palpitations were doing the same thing at the same time. I see a major timeline here.
This is Ovarian Failure Please read it! Knowledge goes along way in taking charge of your Own healthcare. And it all started from the Pituitary Tumor. You may already be dealing with these tumors, and know much more than i ever will, but my goal is to make everyone i possibly can `AWARE` of something they have never heard before. No one should have to suffer like this being basically homebound due to what doctors Dont know, they don't communicate with each other; at least where i live.
I don't know what i'll hear on the 20th from the obgyn concerning `Treatment` the endo at Duke sent him, but i do have an appointment tomorrow with my MD, he has the records and i'm going to ask what the treatment is. It should be (hopefully) harmonal. QUALITY OF LIFE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN QUANTITY.
Only a FEW doctors understand that.
When i can function enougth to persue getting these things removed, i'm going to. They have already caused enough trouble and years of wondering where the person who lived inside me went. The risk may outway the outcome but at this point thats something i'm willing to take. God can heal these tumors, or he can work through a Qualified doctor who specializes in this . After being in 3 states pituitary.org lists University of Kentucky and a few hospitals in Virginia.
Ok, been on here too long, but have a GREAT week and may God Bless You!
Love `Cj
Friday, October 2, 2009
Even Want To Give Up? DON'T!
I don't know about you but after a huge pitfall, hearing....Wait and See, it takes me a few days to pull it back together. It's more than i can soak in. BUT...The God of the Mountiantops He is also the God of the Valleys! I take Much comfort in that! He LOVES ME! Unconditional regardless of my emotions, fears, feeling like a total different person than when I came to know HIM! Sometimes its hard when harmones are flying all over the place to realize that, but you know what, it dosen't make it any less True! Feelings are so untrustworthy. All i have to do is `look back` and see all the valleys He has brought me through and been a much wiser person and very humbled. BUT...i've always been able to help someone else who is going through that very valley.
We finally did get an obgyn to see me on the 20th/ harmonal treatment. I'll not give up on finding someone who will remove the tumors before they keep growing, causing more complications.
PLEASE edgucate yourself on this topic!
Pituitary Network Association
Forum With Loads of Info
MedHelp
Love`Cj
We finally did get an obgyn to see me on the 20th/ harmonal treatment. I'll not give up on finding someone who will remove the tumors before they keep growing, causing more complications.
PLEASE edgucate yourself on this topic!
Pituitary Network Association
Forum With Loads of Info
MedHelp
Love`Cj
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Numb After Fridays Edno visit-But Still New Things coming At Me*
IT sometimes takes me a few days to get over yet another bad experience with a doctor. Endo. The one at Duke said i needed treatment; this one says not.
While making an appointment to see my MD, i asked to speak to his nurse. Hope you are sitting down... She told me she was from Dallas and all she did was assist surgeons in removing Pituitary Tumors! ITs worth a try. I'm going to call the doctors she gave me there and see if they will look at 3 mri's and Dukes (treatment) and let me know if its worth me flying there or somewhere closer to home they would recommend. I cant fly that far Unless is a for sure thing they think they need to be removed.
Yesterday i called a well know and suggested by my neighbeor who see's this OBGYN for harmones, i told them about he tumors, then she called me back, wanting to see all my medical records.
Is this going to be the catch 22??? HE is known for compassion and quality over quantity of life and will give harmones. IF he needs to see med records before deciding to see me or not, its going to be because its probabbly not in his best interset to give harmones not knowing what the tumors are doing or going to do. My hubby said, you shouldn't have told her. I'm not Making anymore trips hours away only to be told no. They need to know upfront.
IF there's nothing to these tumors, (and i know better) then why do they keep taking bloodwork to see if you have the growth harmone active etc etc etc???? Just a little commone sense. Oh...by the way, the nurse in the endo on fri. said "dont worry about it, theres nothing to them. We see them ALL THE TIME! Yeah, i bet they do since 1 in 5 have them.
I look back over my writing and i hope you can sift through it. i'm not in a hurry, maybe my mind goes faster than my fingers.:)
I know very few will read this, so i basically am talking to myself and keeping up with this as i can. Only am i doing this online so that if someone comes across it, it may help them. I wouldn't wish this along with menapause on my worst enemy.
Keeping the Faith!
Cj
While making an appointment to see my MD, i asked to speak to his nurse. Hope you are sitting down... She told me she was from Dallas and all she did was assist surgeons in removing Pituitary Tumors! ITs worth a try. I'm going to call the doctors she gave me there and see if they will look at 3 mri's and Dukes (treatment) and let me know if its worth me flying there or somewhere closer to home they would recommend. I cant fly that far Unless is a for sure thing they think they need to be removed.
Yesterday i called a well know and suggested by my neighbeor who see's this OBGYN for harmones, i told them about he tumors, then she called me back, wanting to see all my medical records.
Is this going to be the catch 22??? HE is known for compassion and quality over quantity of life and will give harmones. IF he needs to see med records before deciding to see me or not, its going to be because its probabbly not in his best interset to give harmones not knowing what the tumors are doing or going to do. My hubby said, you shouldn't have told her. I'm not Making anymore trips hours away only to be told no. They need to know upfront.
IF there's nothing to these tumors, (and i know better) then why do they keep taking bloodwork to see if you have the growth harmone active etc etc etc???? Just a little commone sense. Oh...by the way, the nurse in the endo on fri. said "dont worry about it, theres nothing to them. We see them ALL THE TIME! Yeah, i bet they do since 1 in 5 have them.
I look back over my writing and i hope you can sift through it. i'm not in a hurry, maybe my mind goes faster than my fingers.:)
I know very few will read this, so i basically am talking to myself and keeping up with this as i can. Only am i doing this online so that if someone comes across it, it may help them. I wouldn't wish this along with menapause on my worst enemy.
Keeping the Faith!
Cj
Thursday, September 24, 2009
A Right on Time God and Glimmer of Hope
I'm certianly behind a few days but i'll try to update. The endo from Duke got back with the bloodwork, and of course does not want to treat the tumors. All the nurse told me was `Ovarian Faluire and i would need treatment. So i had her fax everything here to the endo i've Yet to see since that last MRI several months ago.The app. was not supposed to be until the 29th. I already had planned to admit myself through the ER by tomorrow, i just cannot take the constant heart palpitations and heat-sweats 24/7 any longer. About 3pm i got a call from this endo's office and she asked me if i could Please do her a favor and come in tomorrow morning at 9am! I said you bet i will, i was going to be heading that way tomorrow to be admitted one way or the other. That took the pressure off of me,Thank You Lord.
I can't believe this Duke Dr didn't even want to try and shrink the tumors-Prolactinoma. At least thats what I KNOW by what we saw, same as the first tumor in 04-05 that sent me into menapause. Ok, Please straighten me out if i'm wrong, but is ovarian failure not MENAPAUSE???? If thats All it is, i told him that i'd been menapausal for about 4 years. I'm looking forward to hearing what treatment he recommends, when you need harmones you need Harmones! Forget the breasts for now, geez, i'm homebound. Unless he for some reason thinks the ovaries are cancerous i don't know what other treatment he may be talking about.
`QUALITY OF LIFE IS `MUCH` MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN QUANTITY`
It's going to be interesting to see if he says no to harmones, and i say, if there were no such thing as breast cancer, would you give them to me then??? If he says no, i don't have to ask why, but i will... it's because there are tumors on my pituitary gland!
I'm not leaving that place tomorrow and coming home with a pill to see if i can tolerate it to shrink the tumors Only and keep living like this. He will admit me (unless i'm satisfied he has given me the only thing i know that helps-it ain't gonna happen folks) but all that to say, when its gotten to this point, Anyone needs to be in a hospital where all the different doctors can be involved in a short period of time. No more waiting months for an appointment.
I know i sound sarcastic, i feel sarcastic, tired of having to do the Drs. jobs for them. but Enough is Enough! NO is NOT an option.
Just the THOUGHT of trying to remember Who i was 3 years ago and the glimmer of hope that i may find this woman again, even maybe look healthy is exciting and yet dare i even think that way yet??? YES! I have to~! If i was dying fine! But this is totally Treatable, what only a little common sense would do is go a Very Long Way with the medical community.
However i will Not give up on getting something done about these tumors. When they tell me to wait another 6 months, get an MRI bla..... I'm going to say, well....what are we waiting for???? Ahhhh.... it to maybe disappear? Keep Growing? Until i have a disease caused by these tumors, until WHAT? I asked the nurse that called me that and she said, in a sad voice, i just don't know.
Ok...that's out of my system, i know by the way i'm coming across you'd never know i absolultly KNOW without Condition that God is in Control, when this passes i will be able to help someone who is going through the same thing. I refuse to allow suffereing to be in vain, something good Will come from this.
I've listed the first Pit. Tumor Awareness Bracelet Design under `Awareness and Support Items` at the bottom of the links on the right of this page. Brain/PitTumor colors are Silver to dark gray, black. I want these to Stand Out so people will say, what does that mean? But.. its up to You who have these tumors to wear them and spread the word. The pink ribbon had to start somewhere. I love making jewelry, and am going to keep these as low cost as possible. They've first Got to be affordable to even Start to get the message out. We've got to wear them. The money is not the important thing to me, its keeping 1out 5 Other people from going through what many of us are and have.
Also i'll have some cards made up to give out, many people do that now even without a Cause, with the phone number and email. I run into people all the time who give me their cards, just a couple of weeks ago, a woman who had breast cancer gave me her card. We were both looking at Jewely and almost passed out at the prices! $40-50 for a pair of earings i know what it costs to make, so we got to talking. I wish i'd had a card then to give her. But...she Does know where to go to become Aware. A card just makes it easier than trying to find a piece of paper and pen. Simply...Pituitary Tumor Awareness! You Can Do It!
Love & Blessings*
Cj
Friday, September 18, 2009
Insurance Will Pay Out of State Treatment!
Yesterday i talked with the insurance woman, BlueCross/BlueShield and treatment in another state IS covered!~ AlWAYS check with your insurance no matter what you have been told about your network. Just make sure you dot your i's and cross your t's if you do go out of your state.
I wasted a Year thinking its no use to even call them because we have a book showing the area's in our network.
Anyone who has info on other insurance plans, or your experience please pass it this way. There's alot to be said for brainstorming. Well, thats a phrase we used in factory work when about 6 or 7 of us would get together every week to come up with solutions to problems, how to be more cost effeciant and so on. It Works!
There's more info out on Chantix now, i posted a few extra links today.
Our ribbon is silver to dark grey. Everyone knows pink, but who would know ours!? I wirewrap jewelry and made a few pieces that will stand out and someone will ask what it stands for. We need an opening to Spread the Word and make the public aware of this. You can check the Awareness and Support Items not for profit `Link`. I should have a pic or two up by this afternoon.
Have a Blessed Day,
`Cj
I wasted a Year thinking its no use to even call them because we have a book showing the area's in our network.
Anyone who has info on other insurance plans, or your experience please pass it this way. There's alot to be said for brainstorming. Well, thats a phrase we used in factory work when about 6 or 7 of us would get together every week to come up with solutions to problems, how to be more cost effeciant and so on. It Works!
There's more info out on Chantix now, i posted a few extra links today.
Our ribbon is silver to dark grey. Everyone knows pink, but who would know ours!? I wirewrap jewelry and made a few pieces that will stand out and someone will ask what it stands for. We need an opening to Spread the Word and make the public aware of this. You can check the Awareness and Support Items not for profit `Link`. I should have a pic or two up by this afternoon.
Have a Blessed Day,
`Cj
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