Sunday, October 4, 2009
`Ovarian Failure`
BTW Not all post are going to be serious! :o)
Diagnosis- Ovarian Failure. And when did this start? I'm 51. The first tumor found in 03 was lactating just as these are and not much; i was told it kicked me into Early Menapause. At first i thought" Ok,,, Menapause. Whats New! Being Mindful now i've been researching these tumors over a year. My experience with doctors has Not been the best and a couple of times almost deadly from PSY. perscriptions, they were trying to help the heart palpitations but there were some severe reactions.
So my first thought, i'm not researching anymore...at all! I can only look up these things no more than 15 minutes; for me its just very stressful. But my curiousity got the best of me.
There's more to ovarian failure than menapause. Looking back, i can see a timeline between Panic Disorder in early to mid 20's to what most likely was Ovarian Failure around 1997. I'd not had a panic attack since 1987. They started slowly and progressively got worse. So who do you get sent to??? Another Psy. More Meds, i've probabbly been on every psychiatric med available, None stopped the heart palpitations; yet i knew others that the same meds helped.
The palpitations got so bad in 1993, they were nonstop 24/7 for 7 weeks. We made a major life decission and moved to NC, where i came from thinking being around family would help. It didn't. 2 1/2 years latter we moved back to ky.
The hotflashes turning into all day all night 7 days a week and the palpitations were doing the same thing at the same time. I see a major timeline here.
This is Ovarian Failure Please read it! Knowledge goes along way in taking charge of your Own healthcare. And it all started from the Pituitary Tumor. You may already be dealing with these tumors, and know much more than i ever will, but my goal is to make everyone i possibly can `AWARE` of something they have never heard before. No one should have to suffer like this being basically homebound due to what doctors Dont know, they don't communicate with each other; at least where i live.
I don't know what i'll hear on the 20th from the obgyn concerning `Treatment` the endo at Duke sent him, but i do have an appointment tomorrow with my MD, he has the records and i'm going to ask what the treatment is. It should be (hopefully) harmonal. QUALITY OF LIFE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN QUANTITY.
Only a FEW doctors understand that.
When i can function enougth to persue getting these things removed, i'm going to. They have already caused enough trouble and years of wondering where the person who lived inside me went. The risk may outway the outcome but at this point thats something i'm willing to take. God can heal these tumors, or he can work through a Qualified doctor who specializes in this . After being in 3 states pituitary.org lists University of Kentucky and a few hospitals in Virginia.
Ok, been on here too long, but have a GREAT week and may God Bless You!
Love `Cj
Diagnosis- Ovarian Failure. And when did this start? I'm 51. The first tumor found in 03 was lactating just as these are and not much; i was told it kicked me into Early Menapause. At first i thought" Ok,,, Menapause. Whats New! Being Mindful now i've been researching these tumors over a year. My experience with doctors has Not been the best and a couple of times almost deadly from PSY. perscriptions, they were trying to help the heart palpitations but there were some severe reactions.
So my first thought, i'm not researching anymore...at all! I can only look up these things no more than 15 minutes; for me its just very stressful. But my curiousity got the best of me.
There's more to ovarian failure than menapause. Looking back, i can see a timeline between Panic Disorder in early to mid 20's to what most likely was Ovarian Failure around 1997. I'd not had a panic attack since 1987. They started slowly and progressively got worse. So who do you get sent to??? Another Psy. More Meds, i've probabbly been on every psychiatric med available, None stopped the heart palpitations; yet i knew others that the same meds helped.
The palpitations got so bad in 1993, they were nonstop 24/7 for 7 weeks. We made a major life decission and moved to NC, where i came from thinking being around family would help. It didn't. 2 1/2 years latter we moved back to ky.
The hotflashes turning into all day all night 7 days a week and the palpitations were doing the same thing at the same time. I see a major timeline here.
This is Ovarian Failure Please read it! Knowledge goes along way in taking charge of your Own healthcare. And it all started from the Pituitary Tumor. You may already be dealing with these tumors, and know much more than i ever will, but my goal is to make everyone i possibly can `AWARE` of something they have never heard before. No one should have to suffer like this being basically homebound due to what doctors Dont know, they don't communicate with each other; at least where i live.
I don't know what i'll hear on the 20th from the obgyn concerning `Treatment` the endo at Duke sent him, but i do have an appointment tomorrow with my MD, he has the records and i'm going to ask what the treatment is. It should be (hopefully) harmonal. QUALITY OF LIFE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN QUANTITY.
Only a FEW doctors understand that.
When i can function enougth to persue getting these things removed, i'm going to. They have already caused enough trouble and years of wondering where the person who lived inside me went. The risk may outway the outcome but at this point thats something i'm willing to take. God can heal these tumors, or he can work through a Qualified doctor who specializes in this . After being in 3 states pituitary.org lists University of Kentucky and a few hospitals in Virginia.
Ok, been on here too long, but have a GREAT week and may God Bless You!
Love `Cj
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