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The last update did not take so this is it! I'm going in the hospital in the next few hours as a last effort in this area. Lord willing this will work, but if not, He has somewhere better. It will probabbly be one from http://www.pituitary.org/

My dad is at home dying of cancer, it came back Very suddenly, please keep him, my step-mom and the rest of the family in NC in prayer. Also their church is a tower for them, they lack for nothing.
God is the only Anchor during the storms in My life! The only One true For sure Cannot Lie, will be there, never sleep or slumbers.

Love and blessings,
Cj

I'll post only once or twice a week until some kind of treatment starts. The treatment will be harmonal to begin with i suppose disregarding the tumors. I was told i would have to be on harmones the rest of my life. Thats just fine by me, Quality is more important than Quantity if all i'm doing is lying on the couch trying to stay so still as it helps keep the hearth palpitations a little calmer. This last time i laid on the couch 4 days and nights, getting up Only when having too.

I write this in hopes that if only `ONE` person comes along and reads this and can relate, and gets Help, Its worth it! I sure don't enjoy sitting here doing it.

Until i get some help here, being online makes me nervous, so i try to stay away from it.

I'll be seeing the OBGYN who hesitantly said he would see me for treatment of the ovarian failure and start harmones on the Oct. 20th!

Any and all prayers are Much appreciated for this Doctor & everyone concerned!

`With Love`

Cj

`Ovarian Failure`

BTW Not all post are going to be serious! :o)

Diagnosis- Ovarian Failure. And when did this start? I'm 51. The first tumor found in 03 was lactating just as these are and not much; i was told it kicked me into Early Menapause.  At first i thought" Ok,,, Menapause. Whats New! Being Mindful now i've been researching these tumors over a year. My experience with doctors has Not been the best and a couple of times almost deadly from PSY. perscriptions, they were trying to help the heart palpitations but there were some severe reactions.

So my first thought, i'm not researching anymore...at all! I can only look up these things no more than 15 minutes; for me its just very  stressful. But my curiousity got the best of me.

There's more to ovarian failure than menapause. Looking back, i can see a timeline between Panic Disorder in early to mid 20's to what most likely was Ovarian Failure around 1997. I'd not had a panic attack since 1987. They started slowly and progressively got worse. So who do you get sent to??? Another Psy. More Meds, i've probabbly been on every psychiatric med available, None stopped the heart palpitations; yet i knew others that the same meds helped. 

The palpitations got so bad in 1993, they were nonstop 24/7 for 7 weeks. We made a major life decission and moved to NC, where i came from thinking being around family would help. It didn't. 2 1/2 years latter we moved back to ky. 

The hotflashes turning into all day all night 7 days a week and the palpitations were doing the same thing at the same time. I see a major timeline here. 

This is Ovarian Failure  Please read it! Knowledge goes along way in  taking charge of your Own healthcare. And it all started from the Pituitary Tumor. You may already be dealing with these tumors, and know much more than i ever will, but my goal is to make everyone i possibly can `AWARE` of something they have never heard before. No one should have to suffer like this being basically homebound due to what doctors Dont know, they don't communicate with each other; at least where i live.

I don't know what  i'll hear on the 20th from the obgyn concerning `Treatment` the endo at Duke sent him, but i do have an appointment tomorrow with my MD, he has the records and i'm going to ask what the treatment is. It should be (hopefully) harmonal. QUALITY OF LIFE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN QUANTITY.
Only a FEW doctors understand that.

When i can function enougth to persue getting these things removed, i'm going to. They have already caused enough trouble and years of wondering where the person who lived inside me went.  The risk may outway the outcome but at this point thats something i'm willing to take.  God can heal these tumors, or he can work through a Qualified doctor who specializes in this . After being in 3 states pituitary.org lists University of Kentucky and a few hospitals in Virginia.

Ok, been on here too long, but have a GREAT week and may God Bless You!

Love `Cj

Even Want To Give Up? DON'T!

I don't know about you but after a huge pitfall, hearing....Wait and See, it takes me a few days to pull it back together. It's more than i can soak in. BUT...The God of the Mountiantops He is also the God of the Valleys! I take Much comfort in that! He LOVES ME! Unconditional regardless of my emotions, fears, feeling like a total different person than when I came to know HIM! Sometimes its hard when harmones are flying all over the place to realize that, but you know what, it dosen't make it any less True! Feelings are so untrustworthy. All i have to do is `look back` and see all the valleys He has brought me through and been a much wiser person and very humbled. BUT...i've always been able to help someone else who is going through that very valley.
We finally did get an obgyn to see me on the 20th/ harmonal treatment. I'll not give up on finding someone who will remove the tumors before they keep growing, causing more complications.
PLEASE edgucate yourself on this topic!
Pituitary Network Association

Forum With Loads of Info
MedHelp

Love`Cj